Revisiting a book or a film is
rarely seen as a virtue; in fact, the act has a ring of nerdiness to it. You
must be thoroughly bored with yourself, or without a date, if re-watching The English Patient for the tenth time
is your idea of spending a Friday evening. What is usually left unmentioned is
that for some, re-watching a film or re-reading a book may amount to
re-imagining a long-forgotten love affair. You recall that first blush. You
re-submerge in the freshness of the thrill. You know beforehand where the plot
leads and yet are surprised by its original turns. There is satisfaction to be
had in familiarity.
What is more important than
familiarity is something that is a lot more personal. The act of revisiting a
film or a book may also allow you to discover surprises that you, perhaps due to
immaturity or some other limitation of the mind, had overlooked the first few
times. To use the “love affair” analogy, you are in fact looking at an old
flame from a different perspective and seeing, for the first time, engaging
qualities that you cannot believe you had missed all this time.
Over the years I have had the
pleasure of encountering the following lovers and seeing them over and over
again, taken aback each time by their multi-facetedness and depth. The example
I am using to illustrate this point is a double whammy: Virginia Woolf’s Mrs
Dalloway (1925) and Michael Cunningham’s The Hours (1998).
Woolf’s Mrs Dalloway
was not love at first sight. I was young and impatient, an inexperienced lover.
Woolf’s style is dreamy and introspective; it is rich with semi-colons and
broken phrases. A sentence in Mrs Dalloway can trail on for a page
without making a specific point. The reader is compelled to meander along, to
humour Woolf’s peculiar take on reality. What is the book about? It is about
Clarissa Dalloway, an upper-class housewife, who walks across Central London in
the morning to buy flowers for a dinner party she is preparing. Its plot covers
only one day, from morning to night (think James Joyce’s Ulysses). As Mrs Dalloway manoeuvres through the
streets of London, the reader is fed fragments of her thoughts about married
life, friendship, sensual love, lost dreams, ageing, social responsibility,
identity, consciousness, and death. Hardly what one would call a “Hollywood”
plot. As a twenty-something reading such a book, I had not been able to
appreciate what it was trying to share with me. It was not until I was in my
early thirties that I decided to pick up the book once more (by this time I had
read most of Woolf’s works) and reintroduce myself. The chemistry was instant.
Several pages into the book, I saw clearly what Woolf was trying to do: she was
creating for me the verisimilitude of the thinking process of a fellow human
being. One of the key passages, which also appears in Cunningham’s The Hours,
sums up what Clarissa thinks of life:
Such fools we are, she
thought, crossing Victoria Street. For Heaven only knows why one loves it so,
how one sees it so, making it up, building it round one, tumbling it, creating
it every moment afresh; but the veriest frumps, the most dejected of miseries
sitting on doorsteps (drink their downfall) do the same; can’t be dealt with,
she felt positive, by Acts of Parliament for that very reason: they love life.
In people’s eyes, in the swing, tramp, and trudge; in the bellow and the
uproar, the carriages, motor cars, omnibuses, vans, sandwich men shuffling and
swinging; brass bands; barrel organs; in the triumph and the jingle and the
strange high singing of some aeroplane overhead was what she loved; life; London;
this moment of June (2).
If the passage seems chaotic
and overcrowded to you, it is because that is the impression it is supposed to
perpetuate. Life (as it is in London) is overwhelmingly full of sounds and
motions. Despite its flaws, you cannot help but love every moment of it. Even
the “veriest frumps,” says Woolf, love life. It is a life-affirming passage,
and it is incredibly ironic that it should have come from an author who would go
on and drown herself before the start of the Second World War.
In the late 90s, I came across
the Pulitzer-winning The Hours by the American author Michael
Cunningham. Our first meeting was one of trepidation: it was by reputation a
literary colossus, and it uses Mrs Dalloway as a blueprint and has
Virginia Woolf as one of its central “fictional” characters. It did not promise
to be a smooth ride.
It only took several chapters
for my anxiety to relent. The prologue of The Hours is a touching
fictionalising of Virginia Woolf’s final moments, including even that notorious
suicide/apology note Woolf left for her husband that no-one can read without
feeling a tightening of the heart. The prologue then segues into the first
chapter simply and familiarly entitled “Mrs Dalloway.” The reader is first
given the (false) impression that he is reading Woolf’s work, but in fact,
Cunningham has cleverly conjured up his own Mrs Dalloway who, though sharing
certain traits with Woolf’s invention, is a whole new creation with a mind,
life and history of her own. Cunningham’s Mrs Dalloway lives in modern-day
Manhattan (an ocean away from London) but she, like Woolf’s Mrs Dalloway, is
going out on a glorious morning to buy flowers for a party she is organising in
the honour of her dying ex-husband who has just won a major poetry prize.
Throughout her walk the reader is treated to a kaleidoscopic view of how Mrs
Dalloway sees the world and herself:
Clarissa (Dalloway) is
skittish and jubilant about her luck, her good shoes (on sale at Barney’s, but
still); here after all is the sturdy squalor of the park, visible even under
its coat of grass and flowers; here are the drug dealers (would they kill you
if it came to that?) and the lunatics, the stunned and baffled, the people
whose luck, if they ever had any, has run out. Still she loves the world for
being rude and indestructible, and she knows other people must love it too,
poor as well as rich, though no one speaks specifically of the reasons. Why
else do we struggle to go on living, no matter how compromised, no matter how
harmed? (14)
It would be pedantic of me to
point out the similarities between this passage and the one quoted from Woolf's Mrs Dalloway. Suffice it to say had I not looked at the cover of the
book first, I would have thought Woolf had returned from the grave and composed
a new book.
For Cunningham, being an
expert imitator of Woolf’s inimitable style was not enough; he had a higher
goal. This becomes evident as the reader moves into the subsequent chapters
“Mrs Woolf” and “Mrs Brown.” All the
chapters entitled “Mrs Woolf” combine to provide an intimate look at the
author’s struggle to put together a book which would later become the
celebrated Mrs Dalloway. These chapters paint a mentally unstable,
emotionally warped Woolf; they bring the reader into her private world in the
year of 1923 and introduce him to all the possible reasons that might have
driven her to suicide less than two decades later. What the reader walks away
with is a palpable portrait (though fictional) of a possibly mad wordsmith who
would come to be recognised as one of the iconic figures of the 20th
century.
The “Mrs Brown” chapters are
entirely Cunningham’s inventions but are no less familiar. Laura Brown is a
typical Californian suburban housewife of late 1940’s America: prim,
responsible, self-sacrificing. She has married a war hero, borne him a
beautiful boy, and lives in an immaculately clean house. All the trappings of
happiness are there, and yet her hours during the day are filled with thoughts
of desolation. To distract herself, she reads Woolf’s Mrs Dalloway. This
becomes an obsession as she sees herself in the make-up of Mrs Dalloway and the
unfulfilled life of her creator.
As an undergraduate reading
the book, I was most impressed by the novel’s structure and the sensitive
techniques used to render a fragmented plot coherent. Having finished the
novel, I was proud to have spotted the many allusions to Woolf’s life and her
work. Imagine my surprise when I attempted to read it again some ten years
later in preparation for my IB lessons and discovered that my appreciation of
it had altered shape. What I saw and was impressed by the second time around
was not the novel’s structure. It was something of a more personal nature.
Re-reading the novel had
helped cast new light on the three women: Mrs
Dalloway, Mrs Woolf and Mrs Brown. I saw
for the first time (how could I have missed it before?) that this was not a
novel about Woolf or the greatness of Mrs Dalloway; it was a novel that
posed the only relevant question in life: What is happiness? The three women go
through life constantly seeking the answer to that question: Mrs Dalloway wonders
if her aging means the end of happiness and whether taking care of her dying
husband is in fact an adequate substitute; Mrs Woolf finds happiness in her
union with Leonard and the creative process but perpetually lives in fear of
another nervous breakdown; Mrs Brown, blessed with a family of her own, wonders
if she has sacrificed personal happiness by conforming to social expectations
and if it is too late to turn back. None
of the women find the answer they seek, but Cunningham’s message is clear: life
without certainty is the only one available to us.
In the final chapter “Mrs
Dalloway,” Clarissa, after a traumatic experience, thinks to herself:
There’s just this for
consolation: an hour here or there when our lives seem, against all odds and
expectations, to burst open and give us everything we’ve ever imagined, though
everyone but children (and perhaps even they) knows these hours will inevitably
be followed by others, far darker and more difficult. Still, we cherish the
city, the morning; we hope, more than anything, for more (225).
There is nothing truer to life
than this.
Woolf,
Virginia. Mrs Dalloway. London: Vintage, 2004 ed.
Cunningham,
Michael. The Hours. Harper Perennial, 2008 ed.
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